Monday, November 27, 2006 at 12:02 AM
its been like what...3 weeks since i last posted i think. Have really nth to post these few days...unless u really want me to start being racist and start posting about the customers that i meet while working :{
Anyway, if not for a special meow! that u see in my tag board. I doubt that i would actually be posting this at all...lols.
Have been abit addicted to alcohol, the past 2 weeks. Jumping at every little chance possible to get my hands on that "not really nice tasting, causing people to lose their senses" liquid. Hope i do not become a alcoholic.^^
today on my way home, a series of events caused me to ask myself. Does my existence means anything to anyone? What will happen if one day i just disappear? Will anyone other than my family members search for me? Weird that such a simple question actually means alot to me. I am just getting to paranoid...
never going to endure another stiff neck again, the next time i experience it. i think i will just go to the doctors to have my nerves removed. The feeling is just awful. Imagine just only being able to turn to the right with ease. For 4 days, there was no left in my life, having to tahan the pain every time someone calls me from the left(friend calls from my left:"NICHOLAS!" i would be like turn left: "OUCH!...F%$# neck"...lols...painful to even write about it)
christmas is coming soon...looks at bankbook...2 digits -.-... ok fine, i have to start saving...if not i have to start collecting money for charity..."pls donate, nicholas has no money to buy christmas clothing for himself" LOL!
