W E L C O M E
T O
M Y
B L O G
B L O G G I N G
at 2:20 PM
haha fantasies...who does not have fantasies? "(Dun lie...everyone had a time at which him or her wished to be a price or princess, hero or heroine, businessman or businesswoman)
Ok fine, i used to have such fantasies. Saving the world la, being the richest guy la, being the best sought for person in the world, blah blah blah. I mean, i wish that this would happen *looks to the sky*.
~ You are alone in a dark room. There is this circle of light in the middle shining on a shining white baby grand. You start playing the piano, a very nice piece that you composed, about your life. When suddenly, you stop playing, as the song was not finished yet. You put your hands on your laps and closed your eyes. At that very moment, I appear, i sit down beside you. And start to play, finishing your song. Completing your song, your life for you. ~
yea...pure fantasy...cuz i dun even know how to play the piano..
^^ Maoster, out~
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 2:05 PM
Red's PokéPet
Nini~ the level 89 Pachirisu!
i belong to you
Nini~ the level 89 Pachirisu!
i belong to you
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 10:43 PM
I have changed my blogskin...decided to use a game character this time...dun let the name mislead you to any conclusions though...its just happens to be a coincidence ^^\
but that does not mean i dun love you
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 1:14 PM
if i were blue, would you be there for me
and whisper in my ears that's ok?
would you stand by me? let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time?
if I feel good, would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tender loving care?
would you die for me? would you run with me
and never look back?...
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away?
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away?
would you be there?..
if i'm away, would you still think of me
and wish that you could call me now?
would you die for me? would you run with me
all the way?..
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away?
would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away?
would you be there to love, to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away?
would you be there to save my soul tonight?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away?
would you be there... for me?..
http://iluvsillyboy.imeem.com/music/z9IWgk-r/would_you_be_there/
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 10:38 PM
L*****u
*o***o*
**v*y**
Loveyou
**v*y**
*o***o*
L*****u
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 3:17 PM
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 9:34 AM
(\__/)
(='.'-)
(")_(")
i love you xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 2:11 PM
why does it feel so weird...i really do not know...do i really mean anything? at all?...why do i see your name...all over the place...except here...i feel very lost. I can feel it every time you say it...but after that..i dunno what i am feeling right now...i wanna cry but yet i wanna try to act like nothing has happened. I dun want you to worry but yet...i want you to worry for me...i dun need you to be there. but yet...i want you to be there...why is it that you have nothing to say to me or about me..yet you have so much to say about others. I want to help you...feel your pain.. make you smile..keep you warm..
I think the best thing for me to do is to go out and get some fresh air...think about it...yes i guess you are right.."ai wo que bu neng gou, gei ni wo quan bu. Wo neng gei de, que yu bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de"...
please tell me where i stand..
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 1:48 PM
*cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough*
basically...thats how much i coughed today...i think i am going to cough my lungs out...ARRGH
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 11:36 PM
This is so cool...my friend says its true >.<
lols...now to try my lame nickname given by some close friends
hahahah...funny xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 12:59 PM
Every morning..around 11+ in the morning...or rather afternoon. I start to become nervous, anticipating your arrival. I do my normal everyday stuff, but paying exceptional attention to any movements or sounds that i hear. Thoughts go through my head, when will you come in? what shall i say to you? Will you be smiling at me, or crying? What do you think of me? How do i look?. As the minutes, or shall i say seconds tick by, my anticipation gets stronger and stronger and stronger. I remember the words you have said to me. "wait for me". Its 12 now, where are you? why haven't you arrived. I start to worry, did something happen to you? Are you not feeling well? Is it that you do not want to see me? As the clock ticks to 1PM...I start to be depressed, "where are you" "what are you doing" "are you ok" "i need you" "pls come to me >.<". And when you finally arrive after so long ^^. All my troubles disappear, you bring a smile to my face. Just your presence allows me to feel that there are no problems in this world...Thank you.
xDD...am i emo or what?? i just wrote this out of boredom...it just ran thru my head...guys tell me what you think...rate me emo from a score of 1 to 10.
that is how much you mean to me.
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 10:46 PM
(|)__(|)
( ^ _ ^ )
(\/__\/)
(,,,)-(,,,)
(|)__(|)
( ^ _ ^ )
(\/__\/)( ^ _ ^ )
(\/__\/)
(,,,)-(,,,)
(|)__(|)
( ^ _ ^ )
(,,,)-(,,,)
(|)__(|)
( ^ _ ^ )
(\/__\/)
(,,,)-(,,,)
Cute right???...did it for someone xD
(|)__(|)
( ^ _ ^ )
(\/__\/)
(,,,)-(,,,)
Cute right???...did it for someone xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 12:31 PM
Recently there was a tournament in JP's server(pangya). i dunno how was it played...but...heres the results of the finals
Round 1 - Blue Lagoon:
#1 Ganta -36
#2 Moka -34
Round 2 - Pink Wind:
#1 Moka -37
#2 Ganta -34
Round 3 (Finals) - Wiz Wiz:
#1 Moka -29 (win by pang)
#2 Ganta -29
just looked at the scores...
by pangya definitation...
Moka did a perfect + 11 chips for BL...perfect + 14 chips for pw
perfect + 5 chips for wiz wiz
Ganta did a perfect + 13 chips for bl
perfect + 11 chips for pw
perfect + 5 chips for wiz wiz
assuming that its all toma bs...and an estimate of 500 pang for each chip
moka got 15k and ganta got 14.5k just from the chips...best part...in front of a live audience...
hahaha..you rawk JP xD
===================================================================
ok, i did not have anything to post...hence the results of the pangya finals in jp..
just wanna let people know that my blog is still alive..
miss you xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 5:37 PM
Today, as usual. My parents caught me playing Pangya. Thus they asked me this very interesting question, why do i keep playing it? So i thought for a minute, and realised that actually this game has actually caused an impact in my life. Firstly..lets not talk about the time i have actually spent on this game..the time added up could have allowed me to get my driving license already. But, this game has been part of my social circle for the past 4 and a half months. Just by playing this game have allowed me to know many different people different age groups.(trust me...there are ppl above 50 playing that game) Allowing me to have a similar topic to talk about let me see that actually, its not the age difference that builds that wall between us and our parents. Its the lack of topics to talk about. Further more, the friends that i have gained and the time that i have spent with them were really enjoyable. They helped me look at a better perspective of life. Personally...if i were not playing this game, what makes you think that i would be doing something else more constructive?
I am not addicted to this game...i just enjoy playing it...know when to stop...for heavens sake mum...dad plays golf too..ask him to leave the game in the middle of an 18h game and sees what he says to you..i dun state my stand for no reason you know.
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 12:25 PM
whee...spent 3 whole hours reading my handphones inbox...alot of good and bad memories.
inbox count...1126 xDD..quite alot from that bitch though...but i cannot bear to delete as there are some message in between that are from my friends that have stood by my side the past few months.
Damn phone should allow us to delete all message from a sender..
1st ever sms from roro: Nini~ ._. harlow...
LOL cracked me up. Thanks roro for accompanying me to bunk cause i wanted to change my ic for my asiasoft passport acc. Sowwie for being late..and sowwie for saying this after such a long time
1st ever sms from icy: Harlo roro playing py??
Made me LMAO too...roro giving my number to icy and tellin icy that its roro's...for this >.< i was made the centre of attraction cuz of that "joey" joke -_-...now we are quits xD
ya...and 2 sms from singtel saying that i owe them money...fine fine...paid it...took a huge chunk of my savings out that bill did >.< RAWR...bad memories again
btw... being tickled rox >.0...hahas...esp when you are working...cheer you up lots *thumbs up*
===================================================================
Life is not exactly what i define as smooth flowing right now...problems arising here and there. why can't life be the way i want it to be?? "cuz its meant to be that way..." yea i know it...i tell people all the time... "Life is never perfect, Life is never perfect" and here i am...sulking over my own life. Well, time to forget the past and stand on my 2 feet again. i have gained a new level of enlightment thru meditation...noic xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE