Sunday, May 27, 2007 at 2:11 PM
why does it feel so weird...i really do not know...do i really mean anything? at all?...why do i see your name...all over the place...except here...i feel very lost. I can feel it every time you say it...but after that..i dunno what i am feeling right now...i wanna cry but yet i wanna try to act like nothing has happened. I dun want you to worry but yet...i want you to worry for me...i dun need you to be there. but yet...i want you to be there...why is it that you have nothing to say to me or about me..yet you have so much to say about others. I want to help you...feel your pain.. make you smile..keep you warm..
I think the best thing for me to do is to go out and get some fresh air...think about it...yes i guess you are right.."ai wo que bu neng gou, gei ni wo quan bu. Wo neng gei de, que yu bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de"...