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at 1:14 PM
i hope that this will allow you to understand my feelings
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 8:28 AM
i had a recurring nightmare. And i could not wake up from it
- you would look into my eyes and begin to say, 'i love...' and then someone will come up and pull u away -
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 9:16 AM
hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaha...i am going mad...
so many things happening around me. so little solutions.
i am weird..for everything that happens around me..i think of 10 negative reasons why its happening...with so many things happening around me at the same time...its prompting my insanity...
i need everyone...including you...to sit down. for 5 minutes...think of what is going on...think of what you need or want to do...cry or laugh or smile(pls dun do anything physical)...there is always a choice and what they call, a second chance. After that. do what you NEED to do..may it be talk to that one that you love, or look for a new or old love, just make sure that you do not regret what you do..
-i dunno if i make any sense, i am just going crazy-
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 11:13 PM
One whole week of holidays have passed and what have i done? Erm, slack slack...project work, run errands, slack slack...Yea, almost wasted my week away. But at least xD, she was there, a day that includes her is a complete day.
Oh yea, i am in love. With the luxuries of life. What issit again?? I do not know xD...but for me..those luxuries are women and fun(or rather just gaming)...wait...its woman >.<.
'her'
Anyway, on to gaming, Pangyasea guild battle is out. And yea sad to say, i am slightly addicted to it. sad sad sad sad. So fun trashing people, so fun getting trashed >.<. Its a cycle *winks*
Life is turning for the better for me, so for those people out there who thinks that i am still feeling emo. Think again xD
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 6:12 PM
Sorry for being such an uncontrolled emotional idiot last night, just that i could not help it. sorry.
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 4:41 PM
~ Angel has something to say ~
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 2:01 PM
Its days like this that make me feel so empty, my phone has not been ringing since the time i opened my eyes till now. I think of you, wonder how are you doing, are you overworking? I am really afraid that you tire yourself out. Maybe i am asking for too much i guess, but are you that busy >.<...i really do not know for sure. All i know is that i do love you and i begin to worry if i do not get any word from u for a long time. sorry...
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 10:00 PM
Blue - Best In Me
From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
SERENE ABSOLUTE
at 1:41 AM
What have i done for the people around me? All this time, i thought that i brought smiles and joy to the people around me. Now looking back, i think my presence just irks you guys bahs ^^. I bring nth but sadness to the people around me. Well, i thought i was something. But it turns out that i am nothing. Just wanna let you guys know that i had fun together with you guys. Hope you guys have more fun without me around ^^.
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Stared at the celing for the past 1 hour and 20 mins...you should have slept by 12, need to work early tomorrow.I guess you should be asleep by now. Can't stop thinking bout you. What have i done for you? somehow,i fell that i have actually done more bad than good for you, the things that are troubling you now, would not be there if i did not appear. But at the same time, i managed to find happiness, hopefully i gave you something to smile about too before. What should i do? I wanna wake up, yet i do not want to wake up. Its like being in a nightmare and a fantasy at the same time, trying to complete that nightmare and holding on to the fantasy.
i do love you
SERENE ABSOLUTE