Sunday, June 03, 2007 at 1:41 AM
What have i done for the people around me? All this time, i thought that i brought smiles and joy to the people around me. Now looking back, i think my presence just irks you guys bahs ^^. I bring nth but sadness to the people around me. Well, i thought i was something. But it turns out that i am nothing. Just wanna let you guys know that i had fun together with you guys. Hope you guys have more fun without me around ^^.
Stared at the celing for the past 1 hour and 20 mins...you should have slept by 12, need to work early tomorrow.I guess you should be asleep by now. Can't stop thinking bout you. What have i done for you? somehow,i fell that i have actually done more bad than good for you, the things that are troubling you now, would not be there if i did not appear. But at the same time, i managed to find happiness, hopefully i gave you something to smile about too before. What should i do? I wanna wake up, yet i do not want to wake up. Its like being in a nightmare and a fantasy at the same time, trying to complete that nightmare and holding on to the fantasy. i do love you