I will Be there for u

2007-07-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

2007-07-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

A picture means a thousand words..
or maybe just that sentence xD

2007-07-06T07:21:00.000+08:00

zzzz...i feel so lousy...someone come up to me and ask me why pls...

2007-06-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

i hope that this will allow you to understand my feelings

2007-06-27T08:28:00.000+08:00

i had a recurring nightmare. And i could not wake up from it

- you would look into my eyes and begin to say, 'i love...' and then someone will come up and pull u away -

2007-06-26T09:16:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaha...i am going mad...

so many things happening around me. so little solutions.

i am weird..for everything that happens around me..i think of 10 negative reasons why its happening...with so many things happening around me at the same time...its prompting my insanity...

i need everyone...including you...to sit down. for 5 minutes...think of what is going on...think of what you need or want to do...cry or laugh or smile(pls dun do anything physical)...there is always a choice and what they call, a second chance. After that. do what you NEED to do..may it be talk to that one that you love, or look for a new or old love, just make sure that you do not regret what you do..

-i dunno if i make any sense, i am just going crazy-

2007-06-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

One whole week of holidays have passed and what have i done? Erm, slack slack...project work, run errands, slack slack...Yea, almost wasted my week away. But at least xD, she was there, a day that includes her is a complete day.

Oh yea, i am in love. With the luxuries of life. What issit again?? I do not know xD...but for me..those luxuries are women and fun(or rather just gaming)...wait...its woman >.<.

'her'

Anyway, on to gaming, Pangyasea guild battle is out. And yea sad to say, i am slightly addicted to it. sad sad sad sad. So fun trashing people, so fun getting trashed >.<. Its a cycle *winks*

Life is turning for the better for me, so for those people out there who thinks that i am still feeling emo. Think again xD

2007-06-09T18:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being such an uncontrolled emotional idiot last night, just that i could not help it. sorry.

2007-06-08T16:41:00.001+08:00

~ Angel has something to say ~

2007-06-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Its days like this that make me feel so empty, my phone has not been ringing since the time i opened my eyes till now. I think of you, wonder how are you doing, are you overworking? I am really afraid that you tire yourself out. Maybe i am asking for too much i guess, but are you that busy >.<...i really do not know for sure. All i know is that i do love you and i begin to worry if i do not get any word from u for a long time. sorry...

2007-06-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Blue - Best In Me

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

2007-06-03T01:41:00.000+08:00

What have i done for the people around me? All this time, i thought that i brought smiles and joy to the people around me. Now looking back, i think my presence just irks you guys bahs ^^. I bring nth but sadness to the people around me. Well, i thought i was something. But it turns out that i am nothing. Just wanna let you guys know that i had fun together with you guys. Hope you guys have more fun without me around ^^.

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Stared at the celing for the past 1 hour and 20 mins...you should have slept by 12, need to work early tomorrow.I guess you should be asleep by now. Can't stop thinking bout you. What have i done for you? somehow,i fell that i have actually done more bad than good for you, the things that are troubling you now, would not be there if i did not appear. But at the same time, i managed to find happiness, hopefully i gave you something to smile about too before. What should i do? I wanna wake up, yet i do not want to wake up. Its like being in a nightmare and a fantasy at the same time, trying to complete that nightmare and holding on to the fantasy.

i do love you

2007-05-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

haha fantasies...who does not have fantasies? "(Dun lie...everyone had a time at which him or her wished to be a price or princess, hero or heroine, businessman or businesswoman)

Ok fine, i used to have such fantasies. Saving the world la, being the richest guy la, being the best sought for person in the world, blah blah blah. I mean, i wish that this would happen *looks to the sky*.

~ You are alone in a dark room. There is this circle of light in the middle shining on a shining white baby grand. You start playing the piano, a very nice piece that you composed, about your life. When suddenly, you stop playing, as the song was not finished yet. You put your hands on your laps and closed your eyes. At that very moment, I appear, i sit down beside you. And start to play, finishing your song. Completing your song, your life for you. ~

yea...pure fantasy...cuz i dun even know how to play the piano..

^^ Maoster, out~

2007-05-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

I have changed my blogskin...decided to use a game character this time...dun let the name mislead you to any conclusions though...its just happens to be a coincidence ^^\

but that does not mean i dun love you

2007-05-31T14:05:00.001+08:00

Red's PokéPet

Nini~ the level 89 Pachirisu!

i belong to you

2007-05-30T13:14:00.001+08:00

if i were blue, would you be there for me

and whisper in my ears that's ok?

would you stand by me? let me hold you tight

and say you love me one more time?

if I feel good, would you slow dance with me

and touch my lips with tender loving care?

would you die for me? would you run with me

and never look back?...

would you be there to love, to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one

to take my breath away?

would you be there to love, to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one

to take my breath away?

would you be there?..

if i'm away, would you still think of me

and wish that you could call me now?

would you die for me? would you run with me

all the way?..

would you be there to love, to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one

to take my breath away?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be there

to kiss my pain away?

would you be there to love, to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one

to take my breath away?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be there

to kiss my pain away?

would you be there... for me?..

http://iluvsillyboy.imeem.com/music/z9IWgk-r/would_you_be_there/

2007-05-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

L*****u
*o***o*
**v*y**
Loveyou
**v*y**
*o***o*
L*****u

2007-05-28T15:17:00.001+08:00

2007-05-28T09:34:00.000+08:00

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i love you xD

2007-05-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

why does it feel so weird...i really do not know...do i really mean anything? at all?...why do i see your name...all over the place...except here...i feel very lost. I can feel it every time you say it...but after that..i dunno what i am feeling right now...i wanna cry but yet i wanna try to act like nothing has happened. I dun want you to worry but yet...i want you to worry for me...i dun need you to be there. but yet...i want you to be there...why is it that you have nothing to say to me or about me..yet you have so much to say about others. I want to help you...feel your pain.. make you smile..keep you warm..

I think the best thing for me to do is to go out and get some fresh air...think about it...yes i guess you are right.."ai wo que bu neng gou, gei ni wo quan bu. Wo neng gei de, que yu bu shi ni xiang yao yong you de"...

please tell me where i stand..

2007-05-24T13:48:00.001+08:00

*cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough*

basically...thats how much i coughed today...i think i am going to cough my lungs out...ARRGH

2007-05-23T23:36:00.001+08:00

This is so cool...my friend says its true >.<

Get Your Sexy Name

lols...now to try my lame nickname given by some close friends

Get Your Sexy Name

hahahah...funny xD

2007-05-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Every morning..around 11+ in the morning...or rather afternoon. I start to become nervous, anticipating your arrival. I do my normal everyday stuff, but paying exceptional attention to any movements or sounds that i hear. Thoughts go through my head, when will you come in? what shall i say to you? Will you be smiling at me, or crying? What do you think of me? How do i look?. As the minutes, or shall i say seconds tick by, my anticipation gets stronger and stronger and stronger. I remember the words you have said to me. "wait for me". Its 12 now, where are you? why haven't you arrived. I start to worry, did something happen to you? Are you not feeling well? Is it that you do not want to see me? As the clock ticks to 1PM...I start to be depressed, "where are you" "what are you doing" "are you ok" "i need you" "pls come to me >.<". And when you finally arrive after so long ^^. All my troubles disappear, you bring a smile to my face. Just your presence allows me to feel that there are no problems in this world...Thank you.

xDD...am i emo or what?? i just wrote this out of boredom...it just ran thru my head...guys tell me what you think...rate me emo from a score of 1 to 10.

that is how much you mean to me.

2007-05-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

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Cute right???...did it for someone xD

2007-05-10T12:31:00.000+08:00

Recently there was a tournament in JP's server(pangya). i dunno how was it played...but...heres the results of the finals

Round 1 - Blue Lagoon:
#1 Ganta -36
#2 Moka -34

Round 2 - Pink Wind:
#1 Moka -37
#2 Ganta -34

Round 3 (Finals) - Wiz Wiz:
#1 Moka -29 (win by pang)
#2 Ganta -29

Sourced from www.pangya.nu (thanks)

just looked at the scores...

by pangya definitation...

Moka did a perfect + 11 chips for BL...
perfect + 14 chips for pw
perfect + 5 chips for wiz wiz

Ganta did a perfect + 13 chips for bl
perfect + 11 chips for pw
perfect + 5 chips for wiz wiz

assuming that its all toma bs...and an estimate of 500 pang for each chip

moka got 15k and ganta got 14.5k just from the chips...best part...in front of a live audience...

hahaha..you rawk JP xD

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ok, i did not have anything to post...hence the results of the pangya finals in jp..
just wanna let people know that my blog is still alive..

miss you xD